You know when you talk to someone you admire, and t hen later that night, as you are trying to get to sleep you think about how badly it went, and proceed to smack yourself in the head? Yeah, last ni ght, I nearly killed myself. I would actually rather die than make another blog post. But yet, here I am, admitting to not only  myself, but to everyone who reads this blog, that I've been basically a bitch in some of my blog posts. I realized this firsthand, when two of my best friends here, read my blog. I'm not gonna say more than I need to, but to cut to the chase; I'm making a promise to not just myself, but to everyone I know that I will Make No More "Mean" Posts. Posts that are hurtful, posts that make me look like a complete bitch, posts that not only make the person(s) I'm writing about feel bad, but will make me feel bad in the end as well. I've been reading through my posts and I was thinking that if some random person happened to come upon my blog, they would probably think I was a real devil, and I don't want people to think of me that way. I want to write the truth on here, but what I end up doing is catching people on their bad days and writing crap about them, that in the end, is sometimes over-exaggerated anyway. I hope people will forgive me for some of the things I've written, and from now on, no more ridiculous posts. I love you readers.♥