There.You.Are
Posted by Heather on Wednesday, February 16, 2011
So there you are. I remember when we were like this. I remember we were like best friends. Like Best Friends. Almost. We were like that for a longg time. A.Long.Time. We had too many good memories. I remember at 6th grade camp, You were my One and Only. We.Did.Everything.Together. Everything♥ It was almost like we were best friends. And then, just like this it stopped. It stopped just like that. And you just kind of ignored me. Ignored.Me. I didn't know why. I still don't. So we ignored eachother. Like nothing had ever happened, like, I didn't even know you. And you didn't know me. You went off with new 'friends' and I just was kinda left behind. Now, there you are, sitting across from me at lunch next to my really great friend. Having a good time, us laughing and talking like we were never apart. But in the same way, we can't look at each other like we used to. I can't look at you without seeing in your eyes that you are thinking the same thing as me. The same exact thing. Like, what are we doing here? Like, why did we need Rylee♥ To bring us back together? You think that just because you don't like your 'friends' anymore, means that you can hang out with my "group." Now what will you do to us, to my newest, greatest friend? what will you do to her? I think she was like me, and if she is, how on the whole freaking earth will you abandon her, just like you abandoned me. But I get the strange feeling that you will. So, what's gonna happen next? Is this real? Or will you just walk away like you did? And now, sipping my DietPepsi, because I know, that's your favorite, I'm thinking and asking myself what's gonna happen. What will happen to us. Next Year. Highschool. Will we still be 'friends' ? What will happen? I don't know, and I can see it in your eyes, that you don't either. Do I still love you as much as I did? Do you?
Ugh, why are my days varying so much lately??
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