Just a week left until Christmas (: It's always the best time of the year to me. I mean, the music annoys the freaking hell outta me, but now there's only days left and I'm realize that I'm having a really good life. At least, that's what happens with me.. Did you know that mexican food is the freaking bomb? And did you know, that in Southern Cali, the weather can go from a beautiful sunny day, to an over cast covering in about 4 hours? Aha. I Love it! Anyway.. The beach's annoyingness, is dying down. I don't hate it as much as I used to.. Maybe I hated it because of the fact that The Beach his kind of a big part in our move from Arizona to California. Maybe I was still hanging on to Arizona.. But now, I don't feel any sort of love from anyone back in Arizona. I try to talk to people but I feel like they are kind of done with me. And that's all right, I guess.. Maybe It's a good thing for me. Ugh this is getting too deep. I really want to just love it here, and forget that I even lived in Arizona. But I can't, and I don't think I will ever be able to let go of my past in Arizona. I still love everyone there, but maybe that love is just a feeling I'm substituting in for missing them. You know? ..No Shirt No Shoes And I Still Get Service, Whaat?.. (;
♪What Doesn't Kill You Makes You Stronger Stand A Little Taller, Doesn't Mean I'm Lonely, When I'm Alone♪