the blog

Welcome to the blog. 

these are streams of consciousness that i never read back or edit before i publish! 
i've been writing on here since i was like 14 so be wary as you scroll that my miserable teenage self is present on this page. 

  (still experimenting with my font size) enjoy.

ThoseDays.

August 16, 2011
Is it okay to just cry? To lie on your bed and let it all out. To roll over on your damp pillow and whisper to those invisible people in your room. Would you mind if I told those invisible people all my problems? Hoping they would make it all better. Hoping somebody would make it all better. I hope no one cares if I stare out my window and watch people smiling. And that night, telling myself that tomorrow everything will be better. All the people you hate will start competing for Best Person of the Year, and you will smile like you've never smiled before. Ah, just one of those days. Everybody has them, but when you have them it's horrible. It's like you are being forced to carry the whole world and it's weighing you down so much that it just pushes the tears out of you. I hate those days.
♫And I Can Tell Just Want You Want, You Don't Want To Be Alonee, You Don't Want To Be Alonee♫

Posted by Heather.

 

Jacksonn.♥

August 15, 2011
-For those of you who have no idea what my obsessions are, here's a little peek into my mind. I am in love with Jackson Rathbone. Who is he? I will gladly answer that question, even though you should know (: Jackson Rathbone is an actor. He was Jasper Hale in Twilight, and if you saw The Last Airbender, he was Sokka in that as well. But he isn't just an actor, he also plays guitar and sings in the band 100 Monkeys. The band is amazing, go check out some of their songs. No lie, they rock. Anyway, back to my future husband x] JustKidding . I gave you a link to his official site up there ^^ and you should also check that out. He is overall an amazing person but I'm not going to bore you by going on and on. I hope he knows who amazing he is.♥
-I'm also obsessed with a show on MTV called Teen Wolf. Stiles is my all time favorite character, but you really didn't need to know that. Anyway, the finale is on tonight and I literally cannot wait. I am so excited.
-Do you want to know another obsession? So You Think You Can Dance. OhMyGod it's an amazing show. Anyone could have won and I would have been happy. SPOILER* I originally loved Jess, but Melanie winning was awesome.
-Have I even covered Harry Potter yet? I am unbelievably upset that it's over. It has been an amazing phenomenon, though, and the last movie was amazing.
I am not going to go into how much I am in love with all this stuff, and let me tell you I have many more obsessions. But it's not like you need to know how much I love Steve Nash(:
♫oo, Just A Little Bit Of ,ah Is What Ya Need.♫

Posted by Heather.

 

Soccer.Starts.-

August 14, 2011
Well Woop-Dee-Doo , the soccer season has finally come among us. Yes, yes, I know how excited you must be, Heather. Training Mondays and Fridays waking up early on Saturdays for games, and tournaments on Sundays. Kay, so maybe I'm making it too big of a deal, but the truth is, I'm not excited. At all. So yeah, I absolutely adore watching soccer games on t.v, but actually playing the game is a whole different deal. Let's hope we do better this year. Without the usual coach it's gonna be a whole new "ball game," if you know what I'm saying.. Anyway, it will probably turn out to be a better experience for me than I think it will, who knows. This summer has been fantastic, I mean, seriously. I have never, ever, had a better summer. Today; there's nothing like going to the mall with your best friend in the entire world. Remember when I said that I wanted school to start? Yeah, well I have changed my mind. I want this summer to last until I die. School is probably gonna suck. Bad.
It's cloudy at the moment, just the way I like it.♥

Posted by Heather.

 

DanceDay.♥

July 30, 2011
Happy, National, Dance, Day.♥ I'm not doing, anything, this year. I didn't even learn any of the dances xD How supportive am I? Anyway, I love dancing, it's amazing, and so is the show. So You Think You Can Dance, I mean. I was devestated when they threw Jess off, but I love all the other contestants anyway. Except for Ricky. Anyway, as long as Ricky doesn't win, I don't care who wins. They are all amazing. Like, really amazing. I'm not going to tell you how amazing each one of them is, because that would take up way too much time, and you would get bored by the first sentence. If you don't watch the show? Watch it.♥

Posted by Heather.

 

ShouldBeCalled.-

July 30, 2011
DELETED BECAUSE OF HOSTILE WORDS
♫How Can You Say, You Don't Wanna Know, Don't Wanna Know The Truth♫
♥

Posted by Heather.

 

Bestiee.

July 27, 2011
School needs to start, like, NOW. anyway;
I have, a, best friend. Like, a real best friend this time. I guess it's hard to actually confirm it, as she's already done, because I've never really had a best friend before. I mean, I have really close best friends, by that I mean the select few that still talk to me in Arizona, and I've also had a girl that should be my best friend as an effect of all the times we have hung out, but none of these have ever become a true Best Friend. I don't know why I'm making this blog post on "Besties," so long, but I have to. I have to because I need to confirm it to myself, as well as the world. If that made any sense. Honestly, I do believe she is my best friend, but having said that, our Best Friendship, will probably come crumbling down before I feel it even starts. I'm pleading that it will last, mostly because I want her to be my best friend, and she does as well. Please let it last, please.♥

Posted by Heather.

 

Repeat.

July 24, 2011
Summer.Great.Awesome.
BestFriends.One.
Summer has been better than the last, but as a repeat of last year, I can't wait to get back to school. Not, just because I'm bored, because most of the time, unlike last summer, I'm not bored, it's because I have a reason. The fact that I made drama two, makes the happiest little girl on earth. Eight grade should be fun, but then again, I probably just jinxed it. School can never be perfect, no matter how good you may think it is. One event will just drop your school life status to zero. Missing school, kindaa.
♫I'm Just A Kid, and Life is A Nightmare, I'm Just A Kid, and Life is Not Fair.♫

Posted by Heather.

 

EmotionalRollercoaster.

July 11, 2011
Anyone been watching the World Cup?
If you watched the Brazil vs US game like I did,
you know what I'm talking about when I say
OMFG THAT WAS AMAZING.
Right?
Or maybe I'm over reacting.
Or maybe I'm just a crazed soccer player/soccer fan.
Honestly, it was a pretty damn good game.
It was so damn good, that I'm blogging about it.
My hero of the game was Megan Rapinoe, but the whole team did amazing.♥
I'm not gonna do a summary of the whole game, because I'm not that boring(;
I got my new phone today, I'll email, and text you my new number.
I'm getting braces tomorrow, so I probably wont feel like coming on for the next week or so.

Posted by Heather.

 

PopsicleTimee♥

July 4, 2011
So hey. Summer has been fantastic so far. I didn't think that this summer would be all that great, but having new friends and stuff to do brings it up a notch or two. The only upsetting thing about this summer would be the fact that my phone completely broke, and it's taking a while for me to get a new one. Anyway it's the Fourth Of July, today, and I take this holiday very seriously. We usually don't do much for this holiday, but this weekend we went on a fishing trip with some friends of ours. Surprisingly, it was pretty fun, and being on a boat made this fishing trip stand out from all the rest. I kinda didn't like the idea of a fishing trip at first, mostly because it was a thing we used to do in Arizona..It's hard to explain, but I didn't really want to replace that old idea of a "Let's Go Fishing!," day. Anyway, it went better than I thought it would for many reasons.. Independence Day, means a lot to me, because if you really think about it, our country is pretty damn awesome. I, for one, don't have any close friends or family members in the military, but I am very appreciative of their work. There was a fun little parade going around in our neighborhood, and there is a party going on down the street. I'm sitting here, eating a Popsicle and saying to myself that I really am lucky to be in a country like this.
HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY AMERICA.♥

Posted by Heather.

 

UPDATES-

June 26, 2011
Yo, Just Updated The Site, You Like It?
3 NEW POSTS; Check em out .v.

Posted by Heather.

 

HighlandGamesSanDiego♥

June 26, 2011
They were super fun. The only reason we really went to them was because we are having a couple family friends stay over at our house for the weekend, and the husband is a bagpiper. A GOOD bagpiper(: Haha, So let's see how many pictures I took shall we?;

Don't ask..

Mass Band

Mass Band Changing Formation

Mass Band Leaving

Highland Dancers

Highland Dancers Again. STUPID LADY IN FRONT xD

Highland Dancers#3. Thank god that lady in front moved

Highland Danc- Well you know by now, here are a few more;


That will be all, folks(:

Posted by Heather.

 

IHAVEALifeThankYouVeryMuch

June 26, 2011
It's hard to say, but it's true. Like, unbearably true...unfortunately. So I'm admitting to myself that here, in California, I have a life. Well, more than I ever did in Arizona. I was a coach potato in Arizona. Oh fxck I just spelled potato wrong, anyway, I'm still a coach potato now, don't get me wrong, but I was an incredible hindrance to humanity back in the land of the heat. Here, at least I hang out with friends, I got myself into sports, and I have brought myself as close to an asset to humanity as humanely possible for a thirteen year old girl..I guess. It's hard to explain. But smart people will get it xD Right now we have a family friend (couple) that are over staying for the weekend, and having them be Scottish, like my parents, makes the house an incredible place to be right now. Yesterday we went to the Highland Games, in San Diego, and it was an incredible experience. Hopefully I can bring myself off this stupid chair to go upload pictures I took. Keeping my fingers crossed(:

Posted by Heather.

 

Annoying.

June 26, 2011
Ugh, this blog is annoying. Make that VERY annoying. Kay? Go read Angeleno Reveries. It's a blog. No freaking durr. I have NO idea who she is, but I found it on the internet, and it is VERY entertaining. Sorry, I'm using CAPS instead of Italics, because I'm too lazy to press the italics button. Make that WAY too lazy. What was I saying? Oh yeah, this blog is VERY annoying. Ughh, I want to blog but I don't. Nobody is reading this thing anyway. Maybe the possibility of a reader is what keeps me going. I've made this mental promise to myself, that I will keep blogging until I'm 14. I know, a long time, I swear I won't make that deadline, but who gives a f... Sometimes I hate my mom xD I don't make any sense do I? God I hate this blog..

Posted by Heather.

 

MyMusic♥

June 22, 2011
My savior
My music is there for me when no one else is
My music can me laugh, smile, and dry my tears, all at the same time
I depend on my music, and it always delivers
I'm an emotional person and my music carries me through life
I like all types of music but I am in absolute love with;
ONE REPUBLIC
Sometimes I love other music, but my life always goes back to those One Republic songs
I feel like they know me
I'm A Huge Fan♥
I can't even describe it.
I can't tell anyone how much I love them, because I don't want anyone to steal them away from me
If you Hate One Republic, You Are Not My Friend, At All.
I LOVE MUSIC♫

Posted by Heather.

 

SheCan't

June 21, 2011
Her arm throbs with an unbearable pain. Tears roll down her cheeks as she is put to work . Her hair is wild from the rolling around on the floor. She can't bear to even th ink of the word that could change her life. Typing she sees her left arm turn purple and grabs the back of her head. She remembers the iron fist clamping down on her. But she can't bear to think of it. She can't even listen to her favorite music. She works in silence.

Posted by Heather.

 

I MADE IT!

June 18, 2011
So, you know how I've been talking about how 8th grade is gonna be the worst,year,ever? Well, it might not be. Why? Because I made Drama2. Im SO happy. But not as excited as I thought I would be. Anyway, it's an amazing day to be blogging. I've already made 2 posts, and just for good measure im blogging about my happiness about being in Drama2. I WANTED IT SO BAD♥
Oh yeah, another thing,
at the beach yesterday, he did something he never does. to me. i was ecstatic. maybe I do like him..maybe I don't. I can't tell right now.
 Life is climbing it's way back up the ladder .

Posted by Heather.

 

iJust♥

June 18, 2011
I just sent my best friend in the whole entire world, or what used to be that, an email. I cried. I cried hard. I'm a crier have you noticed? I cry a lot, and sending her that in depth email made me happy and sad at the same time. I hope she knows how much I miss her♥
♫I MISS YOU. I MISS YOUR SMILE. AND I STILL SHED A TEAR, EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE♫

Posted by Heather.

 

ItsGood.

June 18, 2011
It's good to have sleepover with somebody else for a change. In fact, it's awesome. It's awesome to just be away from her and be around other people. I am me with her, and yet, I hate it. She has no idea. That's a problem. Being with my amazing wifey, who is more similar to me than different, is so much better than pretending to want her around. I hope she's jealous of me and my wifey. I hope she realizes that I'm done with her lies and her pushy self. I hope she sees that I don't love her as much as much as she loves me.
It's good to be with my wifey. She makes me smile, she makes me laugh. She makes me feel like I have a life♥

Posted by Heather.

 

TheJackSparrowRun♥

June 13, 2011
Happy is too small a word to describe how I felt. Yesterday. Damn she's amazing♥ My wifey, Maddy .I can relate to her more than I can relate to any of my other friends. It doesn't really help that she's goes to a different school, but maybe it does...YesterdayWasSoMuchFun♥ Just me and her, telling our school stories, doing eachothers makeup, then watching Pirates of the Carribean and eating hot Cheetos. The rest of the day we just ran around my house doing the JackSparrow/JohnnyDepp run. You had to be there moment♥
♫Today I Dedicate To You♫

Posted by Heather.

 

13♥

June 7, 2011
Had a party.
It was so fun.
But the one person I actually wanted to come,
couldn't.
Fortunately, the party was fun anyway.
You don't need to know what I got,
You just need to know that I am super happy with it.
I'll show you one thing on my other blog.
Anyway, I'm 13♥
I'm so damn happy.
I feel..accomplished?
It feels good to be thirteen.
Usually I don't feel like I have changed,
But today, I think I have.
As of June.5th.2011, Thurtween.
(:

Posted by Heather.

 
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