Well hi. Yush, so. So, so so. I wish life was as flucking easy as it was back then. When all we had to worry about was getting poked by stupid retards they liked to call 'the cool people.' Why can't on Valentines Day, there be this whole nice trading cards type gathering. Where we all made Valentine boxes and brought in little cards with candies on them Small notes to those special ones. Why can't the guys we liked just get a little 'Anonymous' card, from us. Why can't there just be smiles and laughter, as we reach into our boxes or bags and pull out all those little folded up cards and see the coolest 3D ones, or the small ones with Lollipops stuck on them? Why can't we just be excited to go to school? Why can't we all just do what we did in 3rd grade where we went out and bought a pack of valentines with our favorite T.V show on them, and address the coolest ones, to our coolest people? No, we can't. We now have to go through the drama of middle school relationships. We have to let go, and bring back, and right now. It ain't going too well for me. Strongly considering quitting my blog. Should I just move on from my old life. And try to go on with my new one, even though, it's not working out too well for me.