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these are streams of consciousness that i never read back or edit before i publish! 
i've been writing on here since i was like 14 so be wary as you scroll that my miserable teenage self is present on this page. 

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Browsing Archive: October, 2011

BizBee

Posted by Heather on Monday, October 24, 2011,
Hell have I been busy. Like, unbelievably busy. In a strange way, I hate it. But in a more overwhelming way, I completely love it. I don't feel like explaining. But yet, I feel like telling the world that I took a nap today. Holy crap, how old am I? I swear to God. Dudee, every time I blog I look outside the window and I realize that it's overcast. Maybe it's a thing. Like, I only blog when it's overcast. Wierd. I've been talking to people. But I really wanna talk to people in Arizona. I miss...
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Drills

Posted by Heather on Friday, October 21, 2011,
So today we had this crazy meets completely crazy schedule (in which all of our periods were completely crazy and wacky and mixed up and all this crap). It was fun. Like crazy fun! Aha.The schedule was for this like statewide drill day, where we had to practice for things like lock-downs, fire drills, and earthquakes. It was intense, seeing as during the earthquake drill, we had no desks to go under so we were forced to stick our head under the chairs in drama. It was awkward and funny starin...
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RollaCoasta.

Posted by Heather on Wednesday, October 19, 2011,
I get this a lot. Roller coaster weeks. Like. Okay, so I have good days, then I have horrible days. On the horrible days, I feel like I wanna throw myself of the pier and die. Like there's nothing to live for. Because honestly, there isn't. I had one of those kind of days yesterday. But the thing is, today was pretty cool. I mean, it wasn't the Best Fucking Day Ever, but it was WAY better than yesterday. And on days like these, I'm hitting myself for even considering killing myself, or wantin...
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Mix It Up ><

Posted by Heather on Friday, October 14, 2011,
So yeah. Mix It Up day at AOMS. Fun, fun, fun. Aha, not really. What is Mix it Up day? You'll be sorry you asked; They gave us a colored bracelet and at lunch we had to sit with the people that had the same colored bracelet as us. Yeah, not fun.. I don't know why they do this. I mean, all we did was go out of the lunchroom and eat with our friends in Commons area. I mean, come on. You would think teachers would be at least have a tiny bit of a clue. And I know I'm sounding like I'm three year...
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HappyBdayDaddy♥

Posted by Heather on Wednesday, October 12, 2011,
SoMuch Drama. SoMuch Stuff. Holy Freaking Crap, Man. I'm stuck in crappy friendship/best friendship drama. I'm stuck in "Okay, I said I wouldn't back out, but I don't want to do this anymore," crap. I'm stuck in being busy as hell and being overwhelmed things. And for me, this is all new. I hate life right now. I love those people that bring some "comic relief," into my life, and those people who seem to get me at the right times. The weather is wierd. Like, it was rainy last week, and then, ...
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Singerss.♪

Posted by Heather on Thursday, October 6, 2011,
So I'm not gonna spend too much time on this. Not too much. But I feel, in a way, that I have to. Because last weekend a girl from another middle school close to mine committed suicide. It's horrible. But it is the most horrible for the school she went to. I don't want to say too much about her, just that she had no reason to do this after analyzing what she was at school. I don't know if it was something at home, but according to her school life, she had no reason to... It's soul crushing to...
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This weekend,

Posted by Heather on Monday, October 3, 2011,
was pretty fun. On Friday, during school,  we had a lockdown. Like, a real lockdown. It was pretty intense. And drama was pretty fun as well. Soccer practice that night was okay, we were all preparing for an OK game on Saturday. We were so not expecting what actually did happen.. Saturday morning's game was a game that we will probably be talking about for a long, time. The ref was totally rigged man. I mean, not only was he congratulating the other team for their good plays, but he didn't ca...
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