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these are streams of consciousness that i never read back or edit before i publish! 
i've been writing on here since i was like 14 so be wary as you scroll that my miserable teenage self is present on this page. 

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Browsing Archive: May, 2011

Parents-

Posted by Heather on Monday, May 30, 2011,
My parents are mad at me.
Which isn't anything new.
They think I'm too young to not be eating.
I agree.
My parents and sister are my only true friends here, as far as I know. Even my friends from Arizona are done talking to me. I haven't heard from anyone in a long time.
My parents are closer to me than anyone except my sister. My family knows all of my secrets.
I hate secrets.
I used to be so good at keeping them.
Now? Not so much, babe.
All my 'crushes' have come, and now they are gone.
I don't like ...

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I Wishh

Posted by Heather on Monday, May 23, 2011,
I kind of wish that the world had ended yesterday. So that I wouldn't have to deal with this impossible life I have right now. At this age in life, I should be having so much fun, but instead.. I'm not. I'm juggling so many things, that they all just come down in one gigantic plop every once in awhile and when they do, I don't know what to do. Like right now. So many things, going wrong, coming down, bringing me down. While some people are out there enjoying life, I'm sitting here struggling ...
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Depressionn?

Posted by Heather on Friday, May 6, 2011,
God, I swear this week has been my third worst week ever (Under; The week when i found out I was moving, and the week I moved). I'm not gonna go into details. I'm too depressed to do that. Seriously, Depressed. First of all; my Internet life is flushing itself down the toilet. Second; my Arizona life is slipping through the cracks that have slowly started to grow wider. And third; my California life is just plain falling apart.Is it even possible for a 12 year old girl to be this depressed. W...
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