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these are streams of consciousness that i never read back or edit before i publish! 
i've been writing on here since i was like 14 so be wary as you scroll that my miserable teenage self is present on this page. 

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Browsing Archive: April, 2011

Nothinqq.

Posted by Heather on Wednesday, April 20, 2011,
Kay, so there is aboslutely nothing to write about. My life, it sucks. My "friends," they are giving me crap. My plans for next year, going downhill. I mean, could my life get any worse?
I just came back from a walk. I just walked all around my neighborhood, my ipod jamming my favorite tunes and I imagined myself, walking with everyone from Arizona. Having a blast and laughing. Running up and down the street. Being our crazy, wack-o selves. Doesn't that sound like fun? But instead, this is my ...

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She Needs To.

Posted by Heather on Wednesday, April 6, 2011,
God, she needs to quit acting like She's my Best Friend. Cause she's not. I could sit here for hours, telling you everything that I hate about her. And thinking right now, I can't think of anything that I still like about her. Yet, she won't give up. I don't know how to quit hanging out with her, or quit talking to her, which is especially hard because she thinks that we are Bff's. God , she needs to quit acting like that. Because we are not. She is closer to a bully to me, than she is a best...

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Am I Going Mad-

Posted by Heather on Wednesday, April 6, 2011,
Its who I am on the inside that's mad
I say I'm okay but I'm not sometimes
I just want to die but I know
It's not the answer to my problems
I just want to be alone
But yet I don't want to be
I love my friends
But I don't always want to be around them
They make me feel not alone in this world
Yet when I'm with other people I feel so alone
Its who I am on the inside that's so alone and mad

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Who We Aree-

Posted by Heather on Sunday, April 3, 2011,
Wow, can she just  be herself? Everyone knows her as the sweet overachiever, who is kind and grateful, and loving. Some people despise that overachiever quality in her, but I don't. I think That's who She is, and We are who We are. I loved that quality that made our school a real school, with different stereotypes. Yes, I believe in stereotypes. And Stereotypes are what make our schools. But this year, she hasn't done, what everyone else has always seen her doing. She has decided to back off ...

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Jokerr(;

Posted by Heather on Saturday, April 2, 2011,
Haha, me and my sissy♥ The best person I could ever ask for in a sissy♥ She's pretty amazing(:
Anyway, we like to make jokes. Like, mean jokes about people's appearances. Don't Judge, it's the way we are(:
She's hilarious when it comes to those Jokes. ily Dear♥

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