Yeah. Thanksgiving was chill. Breaking Dawn was sweet stuff, and coming to school today was the freaking bomb. We are such teenage girls, my group and I. My friends.. This morning, walking down the hill I wanted to kill myself. I'm losing people. I'm losing so many people. Not only my real friends from Arizona, but friends I once had here. Remember how last year, I was always posting about my friend- that will not named at the moment. How she was my best friend. How she was absolutely amazing, because she was. Yeah, I've lost her. I mean. When was the last time we talked? I mean, actually talked? Last year. I'm not kidding. I can't think of a conversation we've had this school year that has been actually productive in our friendship. Ugh. She's my main point. I'm losing people and I can't get them back. Various reasons are creating a barrier. A large barrier. And it's getting thicker. I'm freaking out. But then I get to school, everyday, and all these amazing people just love me. I love my friends, and no matter how much I think I love them at certain times, I go to sleep and I thank my lucky stars that I have them. I really want to gain some friends back, but I guess I need to work on keeping the friends I've got. I've been having a pretty swell year, and I'm ready to end it out well. What do ya think? Aha. This post was deep. Ugh. I gotta get started on buying Christmas gifts. Yay? Get. A. Skype.
♪We Found Love In A Hooope-Less Place.♪